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Saturday, May 21, 2011

CiNtAkU HanYa BuAtMu~

assalammualaikum semua.. 

disaat semuanya terlena di buai mimpi indah, namun diri ini tidak mampu melelapkan mata walaupun kepenatan seharian keluar berjalan-jalan bersama adik tersayang... dalam fikiran ini masih lagi terbayang jalan cerita yang bagiku sangat menarik dan bisa membuat otak ini mengolah tanpa henti... 


Nur Kasih The Movie.. satu cerita yang menunjukkan betapa agungnya cinta yang terbina dari keikhlasan demi keredhaan Allah s.w.t semata-mata... sungguh terharu dan cukup menusuk kalbu... ku kira cerita ini adalah satu lagi koleksi cerita kegemaranku selain 'Ketika Cinta Bertasbih'... mesejnya cukup sempurna di mana Allah menjadi tunjang utama kepada setiap bait cinta yang diluahkan, menjadi satu titik-tolak keagungan kuasa Dia yang tiada tolok bandingnya... hanya Dia yang mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk diri ini... 

mampukah diri ini menerima lelaki yang bukan menjadi pilihan hati
mampukah hati ini meredhai setiap yang dialami seperti nur amina
mampukah diri ini bertahan walau dugaan itu cukup besar bagiku

dan mampukah lelaki itu menerima apa adanya aku
dan mampukah lelaki itu setia memimpin ku ke jalanMu
dan mampukah lelaki itu di sisiku tiap kali aku terjatuh seperti Aidil

bukan kesempurnaan yang ingin aku miliki
biarlah kekuranganmu menjadi kekuatanku
dan kekuranganku menjadi kekuatanmu

andai kamu telah tercipta untukku, ku harapkan Allah menyatukan hati kita walau apapun keadaannya...
andai jodoh kita sudah tertulis, ku doakan biarlah kau menjadi yang terakhir buat diriku...
andai takdirku bukan denganmu, ku harapkan kamu yang kucintai tetap bahagia dengan apa yang kau miliki...

tiada makna sebuah cinta yang dibina tanpa keredhaanMu,
tiada bahagia andai bukan jalanMu yang ku pilih...
tiada ketenangan yang dirasai andai bukan keranaMu Ya Rabbi...
hanya padaMu Ya Allah kami memohon segalanya....
aminnnnn~

salam sayang buat semua <3



Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Getting Self Unpacked~~~

-Assalammmualaikum-

Alohaaaaa everyone~ weeeee~ yesterday is the end of 4th sem Finance student.. n u noe wat! i only got 1 more sem for study n 1 more sem to be done my practical work!!! yahoooo~ cant wait to finish it up! 

but somehow, deep in my heart i felt sooooooo wooried :(( this sem was very, very n very tough sem for me... i so scared of i couldnt make it through... yesterday b4 sleep, i told my BONDA... 'mama, sory ye kalu xdpt DL sem ni'... its so sad n hard for me to telling all this... thus, i need to calm myself down n redha of wat i'll going to get... >_<

well i need to unpacked my stuff!!!! bcz tmrw i need to go back to uitm s.alam as i've got another programme to be done.. n i'm near to get my driving license... weeee~ hope everthing will be fine.. till then, lots of luv... muahxxxxx ;p

Saturday, May 7, 2011

~deactive~

how am i explain this...??? i'm juz getting tired of being a best+ understandable +caring person beside u... yes i might not knowing who really u r.. n even we never met for once.. but somehow i believe we can be friend... but now, u point me wrong... wat exactly in ur mind? wat exactly u think about me?? i juz want to be a friend that could be ur tears n ur laughs.... am i so wrong...? n heyyy come on! i'm in my final exam week! could u be an understandable fren for once!!! n i'm having 2 straight papers that much more important... if u still n still behave like this, its preferable to be alone than having u!!! juz get my head spinning around thinking of u!!! n becoz of u n 'that person', i made a decision of deactiving my FB!!! i couldnt stand of urself... from now on, get urself by ur own!!! dun ever turn to me! lets the time kill everything... end of us!!!

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

~sarangheyo~

kadang hati ini xmampu utk meluah...
kadang mata ini xmampu menahan...
kadang jiwa ini meronta ingin dilepaskan...
namun apakan daya semuanya tersimpan di sudut hati...

kadang diri ini lebih rela dibebani....
kadang diri ini sanggup disakiti...
kadang diri ini rela menangung segala derita itu...
namun apakan daya semuanya hanyalah sekadar kenangan....

hati ini bukan utk dilukai...
diri ini bkn utk disakiti...
hadirnya dirimu ku anggap satu rahmat...
perkongsian suka duka sehati dan sejiwa....

hati ini bkn utk dipermainkan...
diri ini bkn utk diperkotak-katikkan...
diriku cuba menjadi yang terbaik...
namun mungkin dia lebih baik dr diriku yg kerdil ini...

apa yg kuingin hanyalah kesetiaan,
kejujuran yang membawa kebahagiaan...
andai inilah jalan yang terbaik,
seikhlas hati aku redha...

jauh di sudut hati aku mendoakan yang terbaik utk kamu yang sangat kusygi... mungkin kau bkn milikku... pergilah kepada yang sepatutnya... tiada kuasa lagi ku utk menolak segala kuasaNya... biarlah cinta itu ku semat di hati utk insan yang lebih berhak kelak.... selamat kau berbahagia dgn kehidupan barumu itu....

Thursday, March 10, 2011

need a time~

there's so many things happened...
there's so many scars left...
there's too much of tears...
there's too much hurt...

once in my heart, there's always be in my heart...
i'll forgive but somehow i need a time to forget...
it's not bcz i hate u so much...
but its juz really about time!

u'll never know what my feel rite now...
as no one knows deep in my heart...
i really care, i really luv...
in the end i'm the one suffer..

in the melody of heart, i'm missing u...
in the rhythm of mind, i do caring for u...
in the deep of myself, i really do luv u...
but in the end of the day, i have to let u...
let u to decide which way u wanna go...
i wont stop, i wont block
as the decision u made,
its on ur self...

by time, i will be much stronger....
by time, i will become more eager...
n by this time there's always flowers in my mind...
as i could rest in peace for the time left behind...

AwEsOme week!!!!

such a hectic life when one happened in once! can u imagine i am holding a portfolio as the class representative of OPKIM PERDANA SELANGOR 2011 which need me to complete this project within two weeks or less i think.. huhuhu~ at first, i'm really afraid of holding another responsibilities but somehow my heart is eager to catch the job! wat a packed schedule for this week...

saturday (5 mac) - in-charge of Part 2 modul (explorace) n online quiz
sunday (6 mac)   - a sad story happened!
monday (7 mac) - monetary quiz
tuesday (8 mac)  - derivatives test
wednesday (9 mac) - OPKIM last meeting
thursday (10 mac) - Petronas seminar, investment analysis test, taklimat OPKIM to members 
FRIDAY (11 MAC) - driving class n ????? its the beginning of OPKIM 2011

hahaha~ so how was it??? great rite?? chang3~ such an another awesome week.... somehow i managed to forget wat really need to forget n re-arrange back my self as i step into UiTM Shah Alam for the 1st time... again i've been abandoned n feels rejected... but no sympathy or wat-so-eva.... i really dun need it!!! now i've set up back my mind n there's no turning back.... 

so wat will be my future plan for becoming week???

sunday (13 mac) - come back from gombak setia (perhaps not very tired)
monday (14 mac) - again monetary quiz (pray there's no quizzes >_< ) n group discussion on Islamic bankg
tuesday up to next day still not planned yet as the brain has stopped at its maximum condition... :((

really tired but i treat all this as the preparation for the work... perhaps i can teach my self to be strong enough to face all the challenges now n future... very sleepy rite now... zzzz.ZZZZZzzzz nitto!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

a lonely sad gurl~

assalammualaikum everyone~ from the tittle, u may detect something wrong happens rite... well i guess it's juz an impact of too much laugh... seems i tried so hard to forget it, at last that 'thing' comes first in my mind... wat make me more sad is i'm doing this alone... as usual, a smile on my face doesn't mean i'm happy inside... sumtimes when we want to be positive person, it is such a hard way to walk it through... but rather being negative n suspicious to other person, i'm preferring to be a hard person dat trying to see the other dimension of my problem or issue... it's ridiculous rite but it's not impossible.. once we get through one step, then the whole track is already in our hand! well mr.problem... hush u from my mind!!

HuSh hUsH-pUsSyCatdOLLs



Oooooh ooooh
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strenght
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything that you can say.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me , listen to me because,

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way 
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way 
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah
Because

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way 
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby


well, it's juz a song but very meaningful lyrics... so... can u juz HUSH from my life!!! now n forever!!! :((

Saturday, January 22, 2011

J.A.N.U.A.R.Y

Hi everyone… it has been a looooooooooooooong time not being in this carpet... wat to do... got so much work to do… first of all, stepping on the new semester which all lecturers called ‘the killer sem  such a nightmare… but somehow I really like the challenge… hw am I going to be success if there’s no challenge at all??? Sure it’s a killer sem since all 6 subjects carry 4 credit hours each of it... Really tough! But I do like it!



Secondly, it was surprised for me! I’m taking driving license diz semmmm!!!! Oh no man! The actual plan was it will be took some other time in semester break... but wat can I say… its O.P.P.O.R.T.U.N.I.T.Y~ I’m sooooo glad…. N there’s also a time of nervous u noe…

is it same as the game?? heeee~

Then, the one thing that came accidentally was a C.A.M.P.I.N.G!!!! I could never imagine dat I was into this camp… wat happened to me??? Seems diz tough sem turned to exciting sem for me… I juz grab all the chances in front my eyes... heeeee~ well, somehow I’m thinking of joining a powerful students association in this university!!! Am I deserved to take the responsibility?? How am I to say this…..? I’m on my way to preparing myself (feel like in a war… hahahaha)

the scene slightly different from this.... heeee~

Well diz week such a busy week for me! Couldn’t get a peaceful rest even one day! Wat to do rite… diz a campus life… heee~ I’m so grateful for get well back after having a hectic fever+flu+cough=too bad… feel so uneasy at dat time as I’m going through alone~ but there’s always beautiful n caring friends besides me…

my beloved classMAD!!! huhu~

my best ever partner!!!! luv u muahxxx

wo de hao pengyou (bestfriend).. huhu~


I think it’s enough for now… January will end soon n there will be February coming s0on.. which is a month of ME! Heeeee~ till then luv u all… muahhhhhxxx… tc yeah 

Sunday, December 5, 2010

ISTIADAT KONVOKESYEN UITM KE-73

Assalammualaikum everyone..... wat a nice day ya??? thanks to Allah for lighten n brighten up my day.... it was awesome!!! nway today, i'm OFFICIALLY GRADUATED from UITM... thanks to UITM for giving me a chance to further my studies.... now... i'll share some of my pics of the best moments in related with the convocation today!!!


i'll start wif the day to take the jubah... heeee~ it is on friday (03/12/2010)... i'm wif peah driving to uitm... hahaha syok....!!!! then, we went to sek.7 to pick up all da gurlz... heeee~ wat for??? it's for photoshoot session!!!!


my besties eva!!!!

hoooorrayyyyyy!!! we r officially graduated!!!


After that, we all went back home... the nervous of the real day really disturbing me!!! hahaha~ here, som pics of the real day event~ which is really awesome n full of joys... :))


ANC>>> Thanks to my mom for everything she has done!!! luv u mom!!!


3 supportive families (miza, myra, farah)

my inspiration!!!!
kwn kls degree....

presents for convo~

when i think back wat happen to my house last week.... it such a bad news to me dat all my precious presents is are all missing.... however, Allah the only one knows wat actually happened... so i'll juz leave to Him.... wat eva it is... life must go on....


enough for now.... till the next post, i'll send to thousands of kiss.... muahxxxxx.....


Monday, September 20, 2010

T.H.A.N.K.F.U.L

Assalammualaikum everyone!!! How ws ur day??? I hope it has been created colourfully…. Weee~ guess it is not so late to wishing u all SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!!! I beg for your forgiveness if there is my mistakes since we r being fren… J
So back to my topic: THANKFUL….. why am I bring diz topic??? Shouldn’t u be thankful of wat u hv now??? There always a reason for something to be happened in u rite~ let look for these example:

Why u should be a thankful person:

Ø  U r a human…. A unique creation dat has been created by ALLAH…
Ø  U hv been given a brain to think wisely wat u should n shouldn’t do….
Ø  U hv been an air to breathe on… no need pay for every second of breath dat u take…
Ø  U hv been given a chance to study… not everyone can continue their studies… it is due to financial problem or any other problems…
Ø  U hv been given LOVE…. Ur family, frenzz all love u so much….
Ø  U live in a peaceful place… there’s no boom here or there… there’s no need to hide under the table to live here….
Ø  U r not alone… u hv family… frenzz…. Relatives…. There are always people by ur side…
Ø  N so many things to be thankful of…….

I juz dun understand how some people can be soooo down when they dun get wat they are expected… dun u think dat ALLAH knows better than u… why u should feel sad… ALLAH has been decided wat the best for us… n we as a muslims should accept it all… maybe wat we think the best for us is actually bad for ourself….

So guys…. We should be a thankful person…. One n for most, bcz we hv been given to live on this beautiful world… ALHAMDULILLAH~ may ALLAH bless us…. Aminnnn…

So tired n need to go now… life well n take take~ muahxxxx

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

AN INITIAL OF ME~

Assalammualaikum w.b.t…..
Halu everyone!!! We meet again…. It has been long time to write on this carpet… too busy wif all those asgmnt+quizzes+tests n not forgetting problems…. Heee~ but it is not a reason to be sad all time right… so… why am I putting that so-called as topic to be discussed on… guess what??? Are u really know who u really r??? Are ur friends understands and accept everything about u?? what’s ur specialties??
Well… different people have different strong and weaknesses… so do i… but I think I am quite expert in managing my time… everyone got their own 24 hours rite… I dun really need full 8 hours to sleep… that’s my style… I used to sleep for juz 4 hours per day within this 2 weeks.. can u imaging how tired I am… sigh~ but its ok… my body still can adapt wif that thing… at least I juz need to spend 10 to 15 minutes to rest my brain n my body…
Another thing bout me… I can be or looked stronger than u see who I am… I not telling dat I’m perfect enough.. but people who knows me knew that I can change my mood according to the situation in juz 1 second… thanks to Allah for giving all those spirit.. I knew without Allah’s permission, I wont go any far… after all its all belongs to Allah s.w.t.
For all my friends or I would like to called them ‘my siblings’… may u lead a better life… may u lead a better day.. n may u become a better people… its not easy to achieve wat u hv now… so appreciate wat u hv now or u gonna regret when its all gone… May Allah bless our friendship… aminnn….
With then, I would like to end my carpet to those all beautiful words….

Deep in my heart,
U such an angel for me…
Bring me happiness to laugh of,
Bring all sadness to learn something,
Bring all those sweets memories to be remembered,
Because u r such a precious treasure for me to be kept…
I wont let u down,
Cz I know we all will become strong together,
Believe in our hearts,
Dat we wont gonna be apart….