silent................

haluuuu.... i'm back... guess what... juz back from 'place' dat i wanted to go so much but at the end i hv to leave dat place by bringing all da sadness n restless...  huh! so tired.... nothing i can do except juz let it be n gone... tired of being nice to keep one heart in a good condition... i never wanted diz way but it juz came accidentally... am i really da reason of all diz??? can u see i am still standing there for u eventough u never want to look at me at once... i thought i could be by ur side to cheer u up.. but i'm wrong... there's nothing i can do rite??? how could i think dat i can make u happy.... hurmmmm.... i always say to myself that your happiness is my priority... is it wrong?? for me, by seeing u happy is all i ever wanted...

silent... it is so hard to be done... but it is not imposibble rite... let keep all diz in my heart... some other day it will be forgotten... i wish... now i noe u r happy n keep it up... u deserve to be happy... as i said b4, as long as i see u happy, it's enough for me...

silent.........
as i walk through u...
i cant ever see nothing...
only tears come along....
is it for one happiness...?
as i see in ur face...
i wanted to forget all diz some day..
juz give me a strenght n time..
n i promises to vanish n demolish...
all those memories...
hard to get.. hard to be kept...
hard to be reminded...
hard to be memorized it...
seems diz all da way...
i want to walk it through...
and never turn back...
as i came without any regret..
and so i would let it freely ...
there's no reason to be here...