ISTIADAT KONVOKESYEN UITM KE-73

Assalammualaikum everyone..... wat a nice day ya??? thanks to Allah for lighten n brighten up my day.... it was awesome!!! nway today, i'm OFFICIALLY GRADUATED from UITM... thanks to UITM for giving me a chance to further my studies.... now... i'll share some of my pics of the best moments in related with the convocation today!!!


i'll start wif the day to take the jubah... heeee~ it is on friday (03/12/2010)... i'm wif peah driving to uitm... hahaha syok....!!!! then, we went to sek.7 to pick up all da gurlz... heeee~ wat for??? it's for photoshoot session!!!!

my besties eva!!!!

hoooorrayyyyyy!!! we r officially graduated!!!

After that, we all went back home... the nervous of the real day really disturbing me!!! hahaha~ here, som pics of the real day event~ which is really awesome n full of joys... :))

ANC>>> Thanks to my mom for everything she has done!!! luv u mom!!!

3 supportive families (miza, myra, farah)

my inspiration!!!!

kwn kls degree....

presents for convo~

when i think back wat happen to my house last week.... it such a bad news to me dat all my precious presents is are all missing.... however, Allah the only one knows wat actually happened... so i'll juz leave to Him.... wat eva it is... life must go on....


enough for now.... till the next post, i'll send to thousands of kiss.... muahxxxxx.....

It’s Juz Around da Corner!!!!!

Heeee~ hola everyone… ooopss sory.. ASSALAMMUALAIKUM…. I’m here…. Tadaaaaaa~ wat a busy week… busy wif da wedding, robbery, hang-out wif fren n everything… but wat da most ecxited is CONVOCATION!!!! Finally, I reached at diz level wif flying colours…. ALHAMDULILLAH.. thanks to Allah for the great things happened…. Its was worthy after many things happened in my life… losing a great person by my side (ayahandaku tercinta>>> ROSLI BIN UDA) at the end my part 2 diploma… then, wif miserable love n frenship… about betray n hatred… about relationship n separated… its so great things happened to me… somehow, I gained my spirit n walk away without looking back all those things… we couldn’t juz stay n stare rite… wat more important is learning!!!! Keep on learning as u walk on da street… there’s so much treasure to be search on!!!! Well… I’ll uploading my graduation day as soon I get all those pics… till then, lot of luv….. 

B.U.S.Y

Assalammualaikum everyone!!!! It seems very long time even now is a holiday time…. Wat to do guys… lots work to do, kenduri to be attended, rewang should joined… hahahahaha…. Seriously I never get a time to write sumthing on this wall… so missed on writing in diz wall… now, I'm sitting to re-call back all the song of my heart while I've been far away from diz carpet….

Firstly, I wanna told u'all my DEGREE LIFE…. As I told u b4, it was miserable n unpredictable life… get off early in the morning n only back at 6.30pm… dat is when there no claz in dat nite…. But there a claz on Tuesday's nite… so I hv to go back to faculty b4 6.30pm as my claz is from 6.30 to 8… then hv to walk wif my bestie, peah….. however, there r so much experiences…. The lecturers were superb!!!! Even the claz was bad from segamat, but the air was ok!! N frenz….. wow!!! Unexpected….. it was totally OKAY!!!!

Wif encik shahrul yg gile2… heee.. TERBAIK!!!

2ndly bout EXAMINATION WEEKS…. It was so tough… I had 2 reading papers in two days… however, it wasn't so stressed.. I guess I still can cope wif the time n all the things… thanks to ALLAH… it was a pleasure to hv extra classes especially for subject FIN 538… thanks to encik Shahrul for the commitment….. heeeeee~

3rdly, HOLIDAY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! Heeee~ finally now is the time for rest in peace without thinking any assignment or classes… the brain need a peaceful time rite now… somehow, until yesterday (21/11/2010) there's so many kenduri to be attended n I need to go as a helper bcz it was a long time dat I nvr been 'rewang'.. it was tired but it was fun… hearing makcik2 n nenek2 talking bout their children n the fav question to me àbilo ekau nk kawen???? Hahahahha~ there's long way to go…. 

Waiting for my prince to hand a tepak sirih… heeee

  There's a lot story dat I wanna wrote in diz carpet… however, ingt2 lpe la…. So I'll continue next time… diz week I'll go to subang jaya to attending miza's sis wedding…. Wedding again!!!!! Heeeee~ till then, take care n luv u all…. Muahxxxxx

Its simple being alone

halu... i'm back... sooooo many works to do n again diz nite i dun sleep.. huhu~ being a degree student such a miserable life for me... but it was fun.. lot works to do as much experiences i gained.. its very worthy!

back to my topic.... why am i said so??? it juz my feelings rite.. yeah sumtimes its good to hv an accompany but for this time, i hv chose to be alone... juz me who doing all decision n anything is on meeee~ huhu~ so those people who i push away...... its not bcz u r bad (well mybe some is yeah u r bad)... but the thing is here>>  its juz bout me... its my life... so dun u dare to step again into my life once u thrown me away~ i dun hate u but i dun want u anymore... juz go on wif ur life as u chose b4... nothings bad here... juz understand the way i understood bout u! thank u!

T.H.A.N.K.F.U.L

Assalammualaikum everyone!!! How ws ur day??? I hope it has been created colourfully…. Weee~ guess it is not so late to wishing u all SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!!! I beg for your forgiveness if there is my mistakes since we r being fren… J

So back to my topic: THANKFUL….. why am I bring diz topic??? Shouldn’t u be thankful of wat u hv now??? There always a reason for something to be happened in u rite~ let look for these example:

Why u should be a thankful person:

Ø  U r a human…. A unique creation dat has been created by ALLAH…

Ø  U hv been given a brain to think wisely wat u should n shouldn’t do….

Ø  U hv been an air to breathe on… no need pay for every second of breath dat u take…

Ø  U hv been given a chance to study… not everyone can continue their studies… it is due to financial problem or any other problems…

Ø  U hv been given LOVE…. Ur family, frenzz all love u so much….

Ø  U live in a peaceful place… there’s no boom here or there… there’s no need to hide under the table to live here….

Ø  U r not alone… u hv family… frenzz…. Relatives…. There are always people by ur side…

Ø  N so many things to be thankful of…….

I juz dun understand how some people can be soooo down when they dun get wat they are expected… dun u think dat ALLAH knows better than u… why u should feel sad… ALLAH has been decided wat the best for us… n we as a muslims should accept it all… maybe wat we think the best for us is actually bad for ourself….

So guys…. We should be a thankful person…. One n for most, bcz we hv been given to live on this beautiful world… ALHAMDULILLAH~ may ALLAH bless us…. Aminnnn…

So tired n need to go now… life well n take take~ muahxxxx

AN INITIAL OF ME~

Assalammualaikum w.b.t…..

Halu everyone!!! We meet again…. It has been long time to write on this carpet… too busy wif all those asgmnt+quizzes+tests n not forgetting problems…. Heee~ but it is not a reason to be sad all time right… so… why am I putting that so-called as topic to be discussed on… guess what??? Are u really know who u really r??? Are ur friends understands and accept everything about u?? what’s ur specialties??

Well… different people have different strong and weaknesses… so do i… but I think I am quite expert in managing my time… everyone got their own 24 hours rite… I dun really need full 8 hours to sleep… that’s my style… I used to sleep for juz 4 hours per day within this 2 weeks.. can u imaging how tired I am… sigh~ but its ok… my body still can adapt wif that thing… at least I juz need to spend 10 to 15 minutes to rest my brain n my body…

Another thing bout me… I can be or looked stronger than u see who I am… I not telling dat I’m perfect enough.. but people who knows me knew that I can change my mood according to the situation in juz 1 second… thanks to Allah for giving all those spirit.. I knew without Allah’s permission, I wont go any far… after all its all belongs to Allah s.w.t.

For all my friends or I would like to called them ‘my siblings’… may u lead a better life… may u lead a better day.. n may u become a better people… its not easy to achieve wat u hv now… so appreciate wat u hv now or u gonna regret when its all gone… May Allah bless our friendship… aminnn….

With then, I would like to end my carpet to those all beautiful words….

Deep in my heart,

U such an angel for me…

Bring me happiness to laugh of,

Bring all sadness to learn something,

Bring all those sweets memories to be remembered,

Because u r such a precious treasure for me to be kept…

I wont let u down,

Cz I know we all will become strong together,

Believe in our hearts,

Dat we wont gonna be apart….

LiGhT Ur sOuL wiF ThEsE BeAuTiFuL sOnGs by MaHeR ZaiN....

OPEN YOUR EYES

Look around yourselves

Can’t you see this wonder

Spreaded infront of you

The clouds floating by

The skies are clear and blue

Planets in the orbits

The moon and the sun

Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves

Isn’t this proof enough for us

Or are we so blind

To push it all aside..

No..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way (Allah..)

Guide us every single day.. (Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves

Such a perfect order

Hiding in yourselves

Running in your veins

What about anger love and pain

And all the things you’re feeling

Can you touch them with your hand?

So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves

Isn’t this proof enough for us?

Or are we so blind

To push it all aside..?

No..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way (Allah..)

Guide us every single day.. (Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born

So helpless and weak

And you’re watching him growing..

So why deny

Whats in front of your eyes

The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way (Allah..)

Guide us every single day.. (Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds

If you just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way (Allah..)

Guide us every single day.. (Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

Allah..

You created everything

We belong to You

Ya Robb we raise our hands

Forever we thank You..

Alhamdulillah..

INSYA ALLAH

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on

You feel so lost

That your so alone

All you is see is night

And darkness all around

You feel so helpless

You can`t see which way to go

Don`t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake

You feel you can`t repent

And that its way too late

Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made

Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don`t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah

He`s never far away

Put your trust in Him

Raise your hands and pray

OOO Ya Allah

Guide my steps don`t let me go astray

You`re the only one that showed me the way,

Showed me the way 2x

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah we`ll find the way

THANK YOU ALLAH

 I was so far from you

Yet to me you were always so close

I wandered lost in the dark

I closed my eyes toward the signs

You put in my way

I walked everyday

Further and further away from you

Ooooo Allah, you brought me home

I thank You with every breath I take.

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

I never thought about

All the things you have given to me

I never thanked you once

I was too proud to see the truth

And prostrate to you

Until I took the first step

And that’s when you opened the doors for me

Now Allah, I realized what I was missing

By being far from you.

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Allah, I wanna thank You

I wanna thank you for all the things that you’ve done

You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost

You guided me from all the ways that were wrong

And did you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank you

I wanna thank You for all the things that you’ve done

You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost

You guided me from all the ways that were wrong

I wanna thank You for bringing me home

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Listen to those songs that would encourage you to sumthing dat will lead to a better life... let's draw diz Ramadhan with beautiful colours & meaningful not juz only for urself but also to others... remember, Allah won't let sumthing happened without His permission... n i am here juz wanna share a little knowledge of drawing ur heart towards soft songs n music dat encourage in Islam... Islam is very beautiful religion... Thank you Allah for giving me chance to hear n share all these wif my luv ones... may our life will be blessful by Allah SWT... aminnnnnn.... ;D

Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya RAMADHAN

Assalammualaikum… how was ur day?? Well, Ramadhan has come… Diz iz da moment where we should sit back n think how much we motivated ourselves enough…. It has been waited each year… n I hope diz Ramadhan will be much better from my last Ramadhan….

Talking about Ramadhan, where at diz time we hv to take care of our foods, words, ways n a lot of things… sadly, juz before Ramadhan comes, I’ve been tested of hearing such uneasy words which hurt me enough… if I say dat I luv, dat means  I’ll luv it till the end of my life… n I am soooo hate to be the one dat hate u enough.. plz dun make me hate u.. it’ll be much scarier rather than I am angry… however, I am deciding to forgive all those words, actions n wateva u done to me.. I done it in the sake of Allah.. Allah has set us to meet n He the one set us to be separated… I am sooo believe in it… there’s always a reason for everything happened rite…. ;P

Let forget the sad part…. I am very excited to share diz song wif u all.. it’s entitled Hijrah by Muadz… diz song is created based on Hadis and Sunnah…. It was meaningful enough to tell us about sumthing… basically, diz song is stressed on NIAT…  innama al a’malu binniati… it means everything we do must be started wif NIAT… it is very important.. if our NIAT is positive, so we will act positively towards everything dat we done… and so as if u hv bad intention of doing sumthing… which u cannot do it, ok fren!!! 

Here some of the lyrics:

Amalan mulakan dengan niatmu
Dengan hatimu kau berhijrah kepada Nya

Whatever you do
Begins with your intention
Let your heart
Paves the way for the migration

And if the whole world let you down
Left you crying all alone
Change your intention
And surrender your heart to him

Say and believe (Say and believe)
He’s the One (He’s the One)
The only One for you (The only One for me)
He’s always there for you (He’s always there for you)

Tajuk Nasyid : Hijrah
Artis : Mu’adz

When I am hearing to diz song, it remind me of everything I do in my life… I am being fren bcz I want to share wateva I hv, sharing all those happiness n sadness, learn how to become better umat in diz world… but seems, there’s always someone or somebody dat misunderstood…  I am not being ur fren bcz u rich, beautiful or wat-so-eva… I wanna be ur fren is bcz of u urself… how am I to explain more.. I luv u bcz I do luv u.. Allah creates that luv to be separated only for my beloved family but also to u my besties… I am sory for doing wrong during our frenship….diz Ramadhan is da starting point for me to improve myself… I am not being a perfect person… 

i wanna be like diz... can i???

juz hoping I can understand why Allah let me going through all diz… after all, I am stronger than before.. Thank You Allah… 

Tak Mungkin Berpaling

Da best combination of voices.... but still the lyrics are suits enough.. for whom being hurt again n again eventhough, it is very impossible to forget it all n turn back as normal.. but as the first step, i need to learn forgiven all those mistakes without any voice speaks out... i think it's a better way to juz let it be n remain silent as wat i done now... n obviously, there's no turning back cz i'm hurt enough.. as da lyrics goes:


Tidak mungkin kuberpaling lagi 
Salah sangka yang direncanakan 
Gelora melanda 
Adalah dendammu 
Setelah diriku 
Tak mampu menjadi milikmu 

Cukup sudah hati berdarah 
Usah ditambah cerita yang sudah 
Di mana kekasihmu 
Yang pernah kau sanjungi 
Mengapa pula padaku 
Menjadi pelepas ceritamu 
Dan jua sepimu

Usah menabur budi
Mengharapkan simpati 
Sedangkan kau menitip 
Cemburu iri hati 

Tak mungkin kuberpaling 
Padamu yang meracuni 
Rimbunan kasihku 
Sehingga berguguran 
Kelopak cinta kita 
Kerana mu tak lagi mengerti hatiku 

Sehingga berguguran 
Kelopak cinta kita 
Kerana fitnahmu 
Walau segunung sesalmu 
Tak mungkin kukembali 
Cukuplah sekali 
Kejelekanmu
Menggamit pilu 

Tidak mungkin kumaafkan lagi 
Salah sangka yang direncanakan 
Adalah dendammu 
Setelah diriku 
Tak mampu menjadi milikmu 
Sepenuhnya

even i dunno wat actually i hv done in wrong way.. but people keep blame on me.. it's ok.. dun u realise the rule of karma... once u hurt people, u'll get twice of the pain.. i'm not hoping for such kind of revenge.. but diz is life... i'm strong enough 2 face all these... bcz i believe Allah always by my side... n there's a lot of fren dat understand me better than u r... live well n take care! 


p/s: for those who read n being hurt by my words, i'm sory... however, the carpet is mine... which means it's the voice of my heart.... hope u'll understand too... :)