Tuesday, January 25, 2011

a lonely sad gurl~

assalammualaikum everyone~ from the tittle, u may detect something wrong happens rite... well i guess it's juz an impact of too much laugh... seems i tried so hard to forget it, at last that 'thing' comes first in my mind... wat make me more sad is i'm doing this alone... as usual, a smile on my face doesn't mean i'm happy inside... sumtimes when we want to be positive person, it is such a hard way to walk it through... but rather being negative n suspicious to other person, i'm preferring to be a hard person dat trying to see the other dimension of my problem or issue... it's ridiculous rite but it's not impossible.. once we get through one step, then the whole track is already in our hand! well mr.problem... hush u from my mind!!

HuSh hUsH-pUsSyCatdOLLs



Oooooh ooooh
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strenght
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything that you can say.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me , listen to me because,

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way 
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way 
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah
Because

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way 
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby


well, it's juz a song but very meaningful lyrics... so... can u juz HUSH from my life!!! now n forever!!! :((

Sunday, January 23, 2011

King of Anything

hola everyone!!! i found this luvly song at my friend's fb.. its really suits me!!! luv it...

video


Sara Bareilles: King Of Anything


Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked

So let me thank you for your time
And try not to waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So, you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
Swear you know best

But you expect me to
Jump up onboard with you
Ride off into your delusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction, oh
But you'll never see

You're so busy making masks
With my name on it in all caps
You've got the talking down
Just not the listening

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I've tried
To make everybody happy while I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe

Saturday, January 22, 2011

J.A.N.U.A.R.Y

Hi everyone… it has been a looooooooooooooong time not being in this carpet... wat to do... got so much work to do… first of all, stepping on the new semester which all lecturers called ‘the killer sem  such a nightmare… but somehow I really like the challenge… hw am I going to be success if there’s no challenge at all??? Sure it’s a killer sem since all 6 subjects carry 4 credit hours each of it... Really tough! But I do like it!



Secondly, it was surprised for me! I’m taking driving license diz semmmm!!!! Oh no man! The actual plan was it will be took some other time in semester break... but wat can I say… its O.P.P.O.R.T.U.N.I.T.Y~ I’m sooooo glad…. N there’s also a time of nervous u noe…

is it same as the game?? heeee~

Then, the one thing that came accidentally was a C.A.M.P.I.N.G!!!! I could never imagine dat I was into this camp… wat happened to me??? Seems diz tough sem turned to exciting sem for me… I juz grab all the chances in front my eyes... heeeee~ well, somehow I’m thinking of joining a powerful students association in this university!!! Am I deserved to take the responsibility?? How am I to say this…..? I’m on my way to preparing myself (feel like in a war… hahahaha)

the scene slightly different from this.... heeee~

Well diz week such a busy week for me! Couldn’t get a peaceful rest even one day! Wat to do rite… diz a campus life… heee~ I’m so grateful for get well back after having a hectic fever+flu+cough=too bad… feel so uneasy at dat time as I’m going through alone~ but there’s always beautiful n caring friends besides me…

my beloved classMAD!!! huhu~

my best ever partner!!!! luv u muahxxx

wo de hao pengyou (bestfriend).. huhu~


I think it’s enough for now… January will end soon n there will be February coming s0on.. which is a month of ME! Heeeee~ till then luv u all… muahhhhhxxx… tc yeah