Sunday, May 30, 2010

when we r being unappreciated....

"My Happy Ending"

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the stuff that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

how can i complete my memories if there's always 'someone' between of us... it's hurts me enough... if i juz could make i wish, i wish to return back all my times when i never know bout u!!!! n if i get it, i wont let myself fall again... but i noe its impossible.. i'm talking juz like i dunno da benefits of all diz... Ya Allah... forgive me... never meant to be a ungrateful person... juz sometimes i need more patience to face all diz probs...

APPRECIATION.... the best word dat in my mind... wat do u feel when all things dat u gave to da person u luv have been broken or lost... it's not for da first time happened.... its keep going happen... is it shows me dat we r supposed not-to-be-together???? its become my curiousity... hurmmmmm.... such a bad feelings rite... dats wat i felt... huh! i wanted to forget all diz.... but its hard n hurt me inside... Ya Allah, plz show me the true path of my happiness... only U noe wat the best for me.... 

Friday, May 14, 2010

Here the journey begins.......

Halu!!!!! I've done my first step in designing my blogspot... huhu~ Penguin as a symbol of me... only people who close to me knows why penguin represents me... heeeee~ well, i am starting my blog wif the poem of 'The Pain of Losing Friends'.... where my world begins here...

You do not need to tell me,
That friends can grow apart;
That even the near and dear
May someday break your heart.

The ones that you love now,
Can’t guarantee tomorrow;
And the ones that bring you joy,
May also bring you sorrow.

For although things may seem
Just perfect at the time,
People sometimes change,
And leave your heart behind.

You do not need to tell me,
I’ve been through it all enough,
I know just what it feels like
To lose someone that you love.

Whether it’s a buddy or a pal,
A confidante or best friend,
It’s the pain of losing them
That hurts too much to mend.

And know I’m really scared,
It’s happening once again.
I know that I am losing
One more of my best friends.

Once,we were inseparable,
We love to be together,
And I thought I knew for sure
That friends we’d be forever.

I believed it in my heart,
But it looks like I was wrong,
I guess that our relationship
Just wasn’t quite that strong.

For it didn’t take an argument,
A disagreement or a fight.
At some point we just started
To lead two separate lives.

I know that neither of us wanted
For it to end some day,
But now we’re different people,
We’re heading different ways.

It hurts so much to go through this
For yet another time,
And it hurts to see that you are fine,
And I’m the one who’s crying.

For I’m always thinking back
To the good times that we shared,
Yet you just walk away from them
Like you don’t even care.

I’ve lost so many people
That I’ve cared about a lot;
So this last scar will rest
With all the others on my heart.

And carefully I’ll trust again,
And one day in the end,
My heart will be much stronger
From the pain of losing friends.